when u miss them but too scared to let it show
>> Sunday, 22 November 2009
u can no longer call them n talk casually
n even the thought of calling makes u shiver
trying hard to appear strong
when u really are not
there's always a stubborn child in the siblings
n it has always be me
i miss everyone yet i put no effort to contact any of them
afraid i might burst into tears as i start talking
never in my life i stop thinking about it
our family
its just me i guess, as i grow older
n i hate it
one month of silence really kills me inside
i'll call for raya adha
i'll try
